Entries from 2020-01-01 to 1 year

不機嫌

足痛くて不機嫌で 予想以上に待ち時間長くて不機嫌で でも自分で待つこと決めたから怒れなくて不機嫌で マッサージ痛くて不機嫌で でも自分がサボったからなの分かってるからまた不機嫌で 寝たいのに足痛くて不機嫌で 3時になっちゃったことにも不機嫌で 足…

エリサとマルセラ

20世紀初頭に2人で生きていくことを選び、同性婚したスペイン人カップルのお話。(実話を基にしている。)セリフが少なく、「表情」「息遣い」「間」で語る部分が大きく、どんどん引き込まれましたぁ〜、、、。 二人で決めた幸せを、二人で生きられたのだとし…

Talking in sleep

She wanted to drink a cup of green tea. She said 「緑茶飲みたい」 She prepared by herself and couldn't keep awake until water turned to hot

Pride Month

I met a beautiful song by chance. Title is “Color” sung by Todrick Hall. I think it’s common problem for everybody that we need to love ourselves before love someone. And especially for LGBTQ, it’s more difficult problem because it’s not u…

Nosebleed and tears

I often get nosebleed. Cuz of dry, too much digging or Mimi. last night, when I kissed her nosebleed was started. Kissing with her makes my blood pressure high and it occurs nosebleed. Maybe. Mimi often cries. No matter she is happy, sad o…

Nowadays

wake up around 6 make Mimi waking up make breakfast have together stare her wash clothes clean up rooms watch Netflix take a nap have lunch go work How happy am I ?

About money

I can't save money. Totally And I was thinking the reason why I can't save money. And I think one of the reason is I don't have habit to save. And I have heaps of spoiled stories. Since I was kids I've never saved my money. For example, I …

30/01/2020

女であることに不便を感じたことはないし、 (あ、トイレを除いて) 女の子って楽しいし、たぶん男子より服装自由だし、学校でも先生からの贔屓存分に利用してきたし、男になりたいなぁ〜って考えたことはあまりなかったけど 「女」ってだけで、身体的に圧倒的…

26/12/2019

The BOXING day!! It was my first Boxing Day in my life. I don't like crowded place so I didn't want to go shopping. But my real mom wants UGG's shoes so I had to go. Before shopping, I had to do packing. I wanted to see my family and frien…

It’s Christmas!!

Mika gave us Christmas present. Haha So again! We could spend together thanx for Mika. I really wanted to say "What a beautiful night" and also I thought I could say but Mimi stopped moving. Oh, I already mentioned. Haha I put lotion on he…

24/12/2019

It's Christmas EVE!!! Mika gave us a opportunity so we could spend a long long looong time together. I changed my room to new flat mate so it was my first time to use new bed. And I realised. My previous bed was too soft to sleep. That's t…