足痛くて不機嫌で 予想以上に待ち時間長くて不機嫌で でも自分で待つこと決めたから怒れなくて不機嫌で マッサージ痛くて不機嫌で でも自分がサボったからなの分かってるからまた不機嫌で 寝たいのに足痛くて不機嫌で 3時になっちゃったことにも不機嫌で 足…

20世紀初頭に2人で生きていくことを選び、同性婚したスペイン人カップルのお話。(実話を基にしている。)セリフが少なく、「表情」「息遣い」「間」で語る部分が大きく、どんどん引き込まれましたぁ〜、、、。 二人で決めた幸せを、二人で生きられたのだとし…

She wanted to drink a cup of green tea. She said 「緑茶飲みたい」 She prepared by herself and couldn't keep awake until water turned to hot

I met a beautiful song by chance. Title is “Color” sung by Todrick Hall. I think it’s common problem for everybody that we need to love ourselves before love someone. And especially for LGBTQ, it’s more difficult problem because it’s not u…

I often get nosebleed. Cuz of dry, too much digging or Mimi. last night, when I kissed her nosebleed was started. Kissing with her makes my blood pressure high and it occurs nosebleed. Maybe. Mimi often cries. No matter she is happy, sad o…

wake up around 6 make Mimi waking up make breakfast have together stare her wash clothes clean up rooms watch Netflix take a nap have lunch go work How happy am I ?

I can't save money. Totally And I was thinking the reason why I can't save money. And I think one of the reason is I don't have habit to save. And I have heaps of spoiled stories. Since I was kids I've never saved my money. For example, I …

女であることに不便を感じたことはないし、 (あ、トイレを除いて) 女の子って楽しいし、たぶん男子より服装自由だし、学校でも先生からの贔屓存分に利用してきたし、男になりたいなぁ〜って考えたことはあまりなかったけど 「女」ってだけで、身体的に圧倒的…

The BOXING day!! It was my first Boxing Day in my life. I don't like crowded place so I didn't want to go shopping. But my real mom wants UGG's shoes so I had to go. Before shopping, I had to do packing. I wanted to see my family and frien…

Mika gave us Christmas present. Haha So again! We could spend together thanx for Mika. I really wanted to say "What a beautiful night" and also I thought I could say but Mimi stopped moving. Oh, I already mentioned. Haha I put lotion on he…

It's Christmas EVE!!! Mika gave us a opportunity so we could spend a long long looong time together. I changed my room to new flat mate so it was my first time to use new bed. And I realised. My previous bed was too soft to sleep. That's t…

It’s a beach daaaayyyy. Me and Mika always talk about beach volleyball. It’s hard for us to play volleyball at a beach for four people. So we were planing to play at least six people. So I asked some of my classmates and they came to Manly…

We already decided to go to Messina and watch Christmas movie together :)) My flatmates cooperated with me so we could use my room. It was awesome plan. I really wanted to ride on light rail that started at the begging of December. I was s…

It was the last day of the school. Eventually, I could get a qualification in Aussie. I think I won’t use this qualification so much but it’s my first one so I’ll never forget this Certificate. It was our last day so we held drinking party…

Today was the last day of the work placement. There were a lot of memories about Glangerrrrryyy and almost memories were NOT good but as usual it already became good memory. Haha What a happy person am I. Haha I really wanted to take M30 t…

Yesterday, we went to "the rock pancake" with Julie and all of classmates. It's kinda graduated celebration. btw, we took a final English test last week and we got results. And one of a listening test wasn't good but averagely it was good.…

それで思ったんだけど、私って本当に「明日死んでもいいように」って常に考えて生きてて。大袈裟なのは分かってるし、明日死なないことは百も承知なんだけど！！それに明日死んでもいいように生きてるけど、明日死んだら死んだで後悔はさすがにするけども。 …

度々問題が発生して、何かと揉めてきた学校ですが、その問題を解決するために雇ったマネージャーがまじでクレイジーな奴で。本当にパワハラだし、discriminationだし、傲慢だし、横柄だし、感情的だし、話の論点ズレてるし、沸点低くすぎて、リアルサイコパ…

やばいやばい気付いたら木曜だ！ でもまだブログ月曜だ！ もはや回記録じゃんね！ 夜更かしして家帰ったんだけど、まさかのまさかでセーリやって来てて 前回11/27だよ？来たの もう周期が早すぎて早すぎて、、、。たぶん妊娠するなら今なんだろうなって。「…

お昼までゆっくり寝て、ご飯作って食べて、お昼寝して、みみみんごにちょっと会えて、元気もらえちゃって、バイトして、 てかマネージャーがいないバイトは 控えめに言って最高だった！！！！ 怒りん坊のマネージャーじゃないときは別にいいんだけど、むしろ…

I forgot a reason, NOO, I wanted to wash my clothes so I started a laundry machine at first. And I ate Ramen and rice, and finished all preparing. It was a good timing a laundry machine also just finished. At that time, I realised. I didn'…

By the way, I got bleeding from my ass. When I scrathed center of my ass, suddenly I felt something warm. I thought I touched my poo-poo so I was so scared but my fingers turned red so I could know it wasn't poo-poo. But I think RED was sc…

In our school, there are so many problems. Teachers were changed 3 times, every single time the way to class was also changed. Mummy always tells new teachers our most important point of classes. Sometimes it became like complain but it's …

Yesterday was f**king shit. I can't say anything except f**king shit. Yap Sometimes it happened. Anyway working is good way to forget shit things. And crying is really important for me to reduce stress. Fortunetaly, I'm super lucky because…

Tuesday is party day!! hoo-hoo There are a lot of good things that I could get after coming here. I could declar that one of the best things is to meet Mummy and Mimi. And could become friends with them. I'm not afraid of ageing but I alwa…

眠くて眠くてしんどくて 日曜バイトサボったから 行きたくなくて行きたくなくてしんどくて とりあえず寝てみたけど 全然元気出なくて はぁーーーーーって感じだったけど 意外と社員さんの機嫌良くて そこから元気になった月曜日 それはもうすでに16:30 はは

I decided to take a day off!! It means we got a whole day off on Sunday!! From I started working, I didn't get a day off on Sunday so it was long time no see. I thought we need a day I didn't have to do anything. It made me super relaxed. …

Suddenly, Mary said to us "u people have to change ur assignments because everyone's answers are almost same. We can't accept that." But at that class, another staff said "it's okay! U can use this answers." That's the reason why everyone'…

Fridaaayy Black Fridaaayyy it's not good meaning I really really don't like Friday's work placement... It's real BLACK Fridaaayyyyy Anyway I woke up around 10:30. Last night I didn't take a shower so I had to. Usually it took 45 mins to co…

It was my 26th BIRTHDAAAAYYYYYY Hoo-hoo Last week I asked mummy and Mimi "pleeeease adjust ur schedule for meeeeeeee" it's my birthday so I have to make the day wonderful by myself. Haha Oh! Around 1 AM, when I went back home I got message…