18/10/2019

I woke up at 5:30.

I have to go out 5:50.

So I thought "should I give up or not".

You know? I had no choice, cuz if I absent work placement one time, I can't get Certificate. So I MUST go. I know it. but I wished an ability of the day off. 

Anyway

Today was much better than last week.

I don't know the reason but one of the staff likes me and she gave me tasks that not hard. So almost time I did something, so not too much boring. 

Aftet lunch, I talked with one resident. She always shouts something meaning less things. I think I listened "calcium" and " calculate" 10000 times. 
I didn't remember completely so I might sleep while I was talking with her. Hahaha.

I'm fatigue now.

School, work, school, drink, school, work, school, work, work placement, tomorrow also school, and tha day after tomorrow I will work...

When can l play... When can I sleep as much as I'm satisfied...What's the QOL...

I'm a little bit afraid of becoming too much like.🤔🤔