17/10/2019

Today was a bad day.

From the morning, I felt my mood wasn't so high. But I thought after the class started, I could raise my motivation. But the problem was happened.

It was listening.

Today's listening game was selecting correct sentenses from song. The song was "I will survive".

I didn't know the reason, but I was not able to get correct sentenses. I took a lot of mistakes. I was shamed, frustrated and upset. I couldn't accept that situation. You know? almost everybady could get correct answers. It was difficult for me to bear that situation.

So my motivation went away.

Julie took care of me, but it was not enough to raise my mood. 

It's my problem. I can't hide my mood. Every thinking things appear on my face. I have to be an adult, and study LISTENING!!!

I think speaking is the biggest problem but it's not. LISTENING is the biggest problem in English.

I decided to focus on listening, and study more seriously.

It's really fun thing to "like" someone, but some problems are also happened. And I think we can't solve almost problems by ourselves. Life is hard.

Anyway

I become to do almost things in casual job, so I'm able to work a little bit relux. It's good for me, isn't it?

Don't come Friday....