18/11/2019

Do u often think about ur death?

Why are we afraid of death?

If u can know the specific date of ur death, do u wanna know?

How deep is this topic.

 It's definitely not good topic on Monday. Lol

Anyway, I always think about death. I think it's one of good things to become a nurse cuz that experience gave me opportunities to think about death. I don't wanna die yet, but I think I can accept my death even if I die now. When I have some troubles to decide something, I always think "if I'll die tomorrow or few sec later, which should I choose?". Hold on, it's not soooo serious topic. lol

My difficulties start small things. For example, "I really really want to drink beer now, but it's already 11 PM. But perhaps I can't wake up next morning. So I have to drink now". Like this. Lmao. Sorry, I'm not serious. But it's really useful way for me, so it's okay. Haha

And the one more good way of thinking is "doing good things for next time". Next time means the world after death. I know it's childish way but it's important for me. I want to be a human who likes me so I do good things. Haha

Anyway

I decided to stop active actions.